Fear of Career Change

Talk about scary. Having been a journalist for more than 40 years, working my way up from reporter to editor at various larger and larger newspapers, the thought of changing careers put fear throughout my entire body and soul.

As the newspaper industry began to tank, it became clear that this was no longer the business I wanted to be a part of. The industry was stagnant with traditionalism. I am not a traditionalist. I'm also not one to step out onto the ledge without a safety net.

The old cliche -- One door doesn't close without another opening -- is so true. The reason many of us don't believe, I think, is because of blinding fear. So if you're blinded, you can't see the open doors in front of you.

So when I took the risk of applying to be an extra in the movie "Public Enemies," that was a huge step for me. Traditonalist I'm not, but conservative I am when it comes to making a living. Of course, applying for the movie didn't really mean anything. I didn't have to give up my day job even if I landed the part.

But when I not only was called in to audition, and was offered a very well paying speaking role ... albeit very short-term ... it began a series of events that opened my eyes to opportunities beyond comprehension.

Obviously I accepted the role ... just see the movie which will be out on DVD Dec. 8th.

But that wasn't going to sustain me long-term.

The newspaper business kept getting tougher and tougher. Two or three rounds of layoffs, not just at my paper but throughout the industry.

Finally I was asked to go part-time. I did for a few months, then a buyout offer was put on the table. I took it, not knowing for sure what was around the corner.

A good friend -- Kenneth J. Allen -- asked me to join his law firm as marketing director. It would be part-time, but it gave me a source of income to sustain other ventures I wanted to pursue.

Working for Ken is absolutely the best. He has given me opportunities to learn far beyond the limited title of Marketing Director. Plus, he's the best injury attorney in the Midwest. Doubt it? Check his website at http://www.kenallenlaw.com/ and look as his results.

Anyway, I wrote a book about my movie experience. However, the book "Public Enemies Confidential: Johnny Depp, Michael Mann, and Me" is no longer available. That's a long story.

I joined SAG ( the Screen Actors Guild). I found two talent agents to represent me -- BMG Talent/Chicago and DeSanti Talents/Chicago. I engaged an acting coach, Matthew Miller in Chicago. And have been to a few national commercial auditions.

And, I'm working on a ton of other stuff.

I guess my point is, open your eyes for those doors that are open and don't be afraid to walk through. I am having the time of my life. I can't remember ever being happier.

Oh, and to Windy.City who posted a flattering comment on my blog...thank you! I don't know if you're a relative, friend, or neither. I only wish I had 10 percent of the looks and charisma of Johnny Depp. I'll talk more about that another time.